Journal Entry: Tue May 15, 2012, 7:39 AM
I enjoy drawing. That's a given.
What i don't enjoy, is: a) People lurking around behind me, asking questions about what i'm drawing
b) People openly forcing me to draw something
c) Being unable to draw what I'm imagining.
While the first two are just people being tools, the last one is more or less just me being annoyed.
I suffer the last one most prominently when I sit down at my tablet, or decide "I'm gonna draw inside my workbook" during class.
A shrink would probably diagnose it as Performance Anxiety or some junk, but it's just because i don't have the right materials.
BUT NO MORE
I managed to find one of my A4 Sketch books that wasn't filled with crap, and i plan on using it to sketch down ideas,
which effectively means I can draw something at say, 12 'Noon, and when i decide to actually make it digital, I can easily look at it and go
"Yeah. That's what it looks like." as opposed to
"OKAY IT SHOULD LOOK LI- NO, LI- NOPE FUCKIT NO ART."
(Also this cold is a whore)
Listening to: SOMETHING SUPER EMOTIONAL A- loljk
Reading: The Help
Watching: Whatever the hell's on TV
Playing: Mass Effect